I can't wake up

Hi, thank you for subscribing to my channel, I've always wanted to do this and you guys are amazing. By the way, I've had some problems in the past. For those who know me, I should say that I don't want to get involved with anyone for everyone's safety. I'm not good at talking, so I'm going to stay in my corner alone. I don't want to be accused again of things I didn't do, well... I had no idea and I was learning things that I never experienced at 16, now that I'm 17 I hope everything works out for everyone, and it's okay if you don't care about me, everyone has their point of view of the one who did something, I know there are those who hate me and others who like me, and that's okay I won't bother you I just want to stay on the good path. Thank you.

and my discord account if you want to know 👇

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